I really wonder how you feel on these nights so alone

“life will be better in spring”

Monday, November 30, 2009 || 10:14 PM

yesterday just back from dog farm

went to buy dry food for dogs")

this is miu miu ")

today phase text!! ") i just hope i pass .

Sunday, November 29, 2009 || 8:15 PM

today!! jeslin text me again. spoiling my sunday!!

-her text-

hey u gals interested to go play badminton next week?

-end-

-next text-

pls reply when u c e msg regarding abt badminton thx

-end-

-next text-

im sry tat i intend to scold U bitch. but U also cannot blame me 4 tat as i already warn U. N even U not happy abt anything do U think U should bring up on tat day? if U noe ur limits then i wouldn't hav jus walk off N msg U tat msg. beside U can bring up anyting U're pissed of on e day we buy present. N U noe tat on tat day im not feeling well. U should feel my character well. i would hav scold U something worst then tat if U're jus a normal fren. no matter wat U pissed off U should LEARN TO NOE YOUR LIMIT. (jus wanna high light). i didn't regret of having e urge of scolding U. (but not bitch) i noe it my fault 4 tat word.

-end-

-next text-

jus 1 very last msg even if u dun wish to c my name appear on ur phone.

both of us r at fault.

-end-

well, well, well, again i never reply her massage. at all. not even the first one.

the thing is tat i am very fine on the day of buying the present till you come") with your black face. im fine with you walking off but jus wanna ask you is it fair for sarah?? so wat if you told sarah that you are going off first. spoiler of the day. den start texting us all the bullshit on wednesday. and sarah even read it. and seen wen you warn me. jus by saying i scold one of the gay in your class today. jus bcos you not feeling feel well den you anyhow scold people. jus becos you got boyfriend problem you anyhow scold people.?!! i don know wat is your character now. you wanna tell me? is your character getting angry jus for a small matter?? scolding people bitch ??! oh. i forget you gave all your patients to your boyfriend. so now it also both of us at fault. WOW.

Friday, November 27, 2009 || 10:41 AM

yesterday i draw lotus again this time is totally myself without any pictures")

Thursday, November 26, 2009 || 1:17 AM

today i did HOT CROSS BUN!! ")

celebrate Sarah birthday. ")we slack at TCC

Circular Road

51 Circular Road

den we went MAC so Jeslin can eat. den we walk all the way to M Sq. den we watch winks club performance. haha. den jeslin leave the winks place first. after the performance we wen to find jeslin. found her den we were hungry . so we find seven 11. den we was still hungry so find so food place to eat. den i tried to make the place not so quiet while we were eating. so jeslin was pissed. after eat she just rush home without saying bye or anything. den she still can text us and spoil our mood.

-jeslin text-

i'm sry tat im pissed wif u all. to B true enough wat e pro of tellin me in advance of e outing date so wat if last tym we used to go out last min. tat B cos we r all in the same school. when all of us in different level off cos we'll change. today if peng would tel me early i would hav choose gone 4 lesson. l noe l choose to dun attend tat lesson but at least if i meet u gals already then it will not hav good waste. N i said i maybe i angry B cos of mens. its only mayb. if u gals not happy dun bother to cal me out. N dun keep tinkin tat U r rite. N wendi i'm giving U face as a long term friendship without shouting at U '' shut up bitch'' so don push it.

-i never reply her anything ") till now jus typing out on bolg-

we call you out becos we wanna meet you. and if you got plans or busy. you can jus tell us you cannot make it. it is your choose you know! and about skipping class it also your choose what. i said it already. nobody can force you to do things you don wan. and you said tat lesson your teacher is just repeating and you can skip tat class. you said it yourself! o and by the way. if you think you are giving me face. i will jus tell you tat you are not. if you are you will not bother to even send this text to me & peng. please if you are giving me face i think i give you more face. PISS MY DAY. and don meet anyone if you cant wait Bcos meeting is waiting. if you meeting someone you have to meet at a place if you are early you wait if she is early she will have to wait also. and what you mean by level!!?? you, high nitce. i, nitce. peng, working. so what you saying??!!

Tuesday, November 24, 2009 || 10:41 PM

nice my lotus?

? draw this lotus with a little help of e first picture louts drew on 16 nov.

at the ending. haha ")

Saturday, November 21, 2009 || 2:02 PM

i don really know wat happen. today . my daddy don wan me to learn tattooing. and my daddy so sad or something. i donno. daddy say if i put tattoo. he say if 21 i can do wat ever i want but if i do tatoo he will not give me money. so i donno wat the hell la. he still ask me do tattoo can earn alot is it? wat you think i should do wat should i do?? give up for my dad. or jus do wat i really wan. anyways i still will be studying. in pastry. why cant i learn tattooing ?? is it even wrong ???

|| 1:40 PM

I love the tattoo studio and all the santa clauses across the studio..... hehehehe I am crazy and sweet

Wednesday, November 18, 2009 || 10:58 PM

today got phase test. i made this bread!! haha.

can you see mine??